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lyrics

I was born in the west
with a soul of the east
always wanted to blend
you know they love to tease
I was wide awake
And I just wanted some God damn sleep
and the not knowing it'll be the death of me

What's beyond that holy light
(Staring at that blackness filled with mystery)
how's this work and lord why me
(and answers we could never dream)
oh what keeps me up at night
(is it ever what it seems)
are all the things that we don't see

I just wanted to know
but I'm not sure that curtain ever fully parts
where did you really go
and who the hell is dealing out these cards
maybe I will grow
but what if I just fall apart
and go right back to the start

So tell me what's beyond that holy light
(Staring at that blackness filled with mystery)
how's this work and lord why me
(and answers we could never dream)
oh what keeps me up at night
(is it ever what it seems)
are all the things that we don't see

In time this grand design will be made elemental
how could something so complexly woven be so incidental
coincidence or no was it really meant to be
I'm so unsure beneath a sun that seems to care not for me

So tell me what's beyond that holy light
(Staring at that blackness filled with mystery)
how's this work and lord why me
(and answers we could never dream)
oh what keeps me up at night
(is it ever what it seems)
are all the things that we don't see

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from St. Anthony's Fire, released April 13, 2024
Recorded by Chris Cachuela
Mixed by Nathan Swavely
Mastered by Matt Poirier

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Nervous Nikki and the Chill Pills Phoenixville, Pennsylvania

Nervous Nikki and the Chill Pills are an indie, folk, garage rock band with hints of hip hop based in the suburbs of Philly. Listen if you dare.

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